Friday, September 30, 2011

One of those days!

You know those days where you get to the end and decide you NEED chocolate or a glass of wine(or two or three!) well today was definitely one of those days but I am NOT going to go for the chocolate and wine! I will admit I did pick at the ham while putting in back in the fridge and ate a cracker off my 19 month olds plate but all things considered I am not too upset about it.

We were late for school, we (ie Miss 3) had a huge tantrum in Coles while a large audience looked on to see just how I would handle it, Miss 1 kicked Miss 3 in the mouth(accidentally) and there was blood everywhere, I waited in the rain for my friends to turn up for a walk…and they didn’t, we didn’t park on the pink level of the car park and there was another huge tantrum (Miss 3 again) oh and another when she wanted ‘a special treat’ and I didn’t produce one and to top it off Miss 1 had a huge poo explosion on the way home…the worst I have had to deal with in a while…jus one of those days

I am going to do my work out tonight instead of eating chocolate and drinking wine(which would be my usual way to wind down after a day like this). It is going to be tough but as Mish says I will start and if after 10 mins I still don’t feel like it I can stop…I don’t think i will though, I always enjoy it once I actually start!

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Lazy

Even as I write this everything within me is wanting to tell you all of my excuses but I can’t pretend anymore…I am lazy.

 

I don’t want to get up early and exercise…lazy!

I spend more time on my computer than I should…lazy!

I will stay home instead of going out as it all seems too hard…lazy!

My house…well lets just say it needs a good clean! …lazy!

I have about 6 baskets of washing to fold…lazy!

Right now I should be on the treadmill but quite obviously I am not…lazy!

 

Well here is where it ends!

I am not this person!

I CAN DO IT!

 

I don’t want to post this as I have a hard time even admitting it to myself but if you are reading this you know that I got over that fear and it is out there…time for change!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

I'm Back!

I didn't really want to come back. I thought maybe if I pretended that I didn't start the 12WBT then it wouldn't matter that I only did 6 weeks.

But it is time to get real and get back up and start again.

I couldn't afford to sign up for round 3 and I was kind of disappointed but a little relieved at the same time! Then I discovered the Huggies 12WBT! It started 2 weeks later...I now had money...it was for mums just like me...I had no excuses so I signed up!

We officially start on Monday and I must say that I love having lots of mums to chat with who all understand just how busy and tiring it is being a mum of 3 little ones. Elsa(4) has already started chasing me around the house yelling at me to run faster so she seems all geared up for it too!

And before I leave you just a little bit of inspiration...both the words and the body!